the tittle pretty much covers it all... >.<

i have been gettin messages from ppl who seem to be hating what i do or say, even when im trying or trying not to... thats messed up... i've gotten messages from users i have forgotten about now cos i deleted the messages...(they we're sooo annoying) But they probably think they're so much better at what they do and stuff...WELL I CAN TRY WHEN I HAVE TIME!

Ppl can think that i got nothin better to do or sumthin, that i have no life... even tho im just a little 13 yr old girl who's having major problems with her family and at school, is always getting sick worse than what my sister gets, and has to keep worrying about what would happen if sumthin goes wrong! if u were here in the place that i live in, u would probably know what im go thru.

A lil bit bout my family:
From my mom's side, that part has been nothin but a bunch of school drop-outs, except now that that my mom s the first one from that side to ever graduate college.
From my dad's side, they're all practically short and the're r very few who r tall in that side (its kinda weird for me).
My main family: Divorced Parents. My mom's workin hard in the university, my grandpa's sick cos he got burnt from one side of his body with an oven (he works in a pizzeria and the oven exploded in front of him), my sister hardly doesnt even give a damn about the family and we just call her a bitch cos of the way she acts (Drama Queen!) My dad's tryin his best at work in the pizzeria (family business) until my grandpa gets better, and i already mention stuff about me a little while ago...

The last message i got was from this user: likeadapottie and he or she thinks that i think that im perfect! I dont think that way... It may think that way but i dont...i wish i was perfect but no one is... no ones ever perfect but they r in the way they think they r but not me... im nowhere perfect...

You know that most of u need, like, Drawing Tablets to make flash look really awsome and the program to make it work... i dont have neither... even tho i can download the program but i cant buy a tablet (too expensive...im not rich) if i had the stuff i needed to make flash, i wouldnt even understand how to do it all anyway! i've watched Tutorials from here but i cant even get those thru my head even if i had the program or not... its too hard and im not just being lazy... but i would never even have time to make just one flash... it would probably take me a whole lot of time just for one... thats y i just try finding sum online... i would pass em off as my own but i do wish i could try makin stuff like sum of u can... I can barely do anythin, well i actually couldnt do almost anythin cos i hurt my arm really badly last week i think....nvm...

But anyway, if u dont like me criticizing anything or anybody: 1. dont criticize or insult me, cos thats just wrong, 2. if u make a bad flash, it wont b my fault if i leave a bad comment or rating, 3. if i post sumthing that u say is stolen, DONT REMIND ME OK!!! u think i dont know that??? if its stolen, that just means i dont have time to make sumthing! u think sum of u dont do it either??? GAWD!

well thats finally the end of this post... JUST REMEMBER THIS POST IF U EVR FEEL LIKE PICKIN A FIGHT WITH ME!!

I made this video myself with my own drawings and a little help with Photoscape for the speech bubbles and the little hearts at the end... If you r a YouTuber, COMMENT and RATE my videos that start with the EVIL DEMON PRODUCTIONS INTRO...I am CuteKyuubi9 on YouTube!

this picture is for Darkperish... and i know he'll like it (he just told me so)

HEY ITS ANOTHER DRAWING BY ME! DONT STEAL AND IF U WANT TO SEE SOME OTHER ONES BY ME LOOK FOR ME IN DEVIANTART.COM I AM Sanji-Uchiha130 IF UR A DEVIANT, COMMENT ON THEM! Plz?
Below is TOSHIRO HITSUGAYA! its not traced cos if it were it would have been smaller and if i pressed zoom on the camera when the drawing was smaller it would've come out blurry...

I ACTUALLY DREW THIS SO NO OWNING!!!!!!!!!! OR I WILL REPORT IT TO TOM!!!!!!!!!!!!

since right now i cant think of anything, ANOTHER PICTURE WILL SHOW UP BELOW!!!!!!!!

so bored... here's a pic of some NaruSasu yaoi thing... eh....( so bored...bored...)

IM BACK ON NG BUT NOT AS OFTEN THAN B4 SO AT LEAST B HAPPY I CAME BACK.... I MISSED IT HERE.... WIII! IM BACK! (SAYS IM BACK A FEW MORE TIMES) YAY! NOW HERE'S A PICTURE OF ONE OF MY FAV NEW BANDS:

-This feeling inside of me... is very soft. But sometimes it hurts. I become full of this feeling when I think of that person. ''Do you feel that way about everybody?'' No, only when I think of that person. ''What happens when you're with that person?'' I get warm... like I'm glowing inside. ''What if you can't be together?'' It hurts. It really, really hurts right here inside my heart. ''Like you're about to die?'' We can't die. We can't die because we're not alive. ''Perhaps not. But it feels the same as if we could. Because we are them. I hope we can be happy someday... when you find your ''someone just for you''. But... if we don't become happy... if the ''someone just for me'' knows all the things I can and cannot do because I am me... and he still doesn't chose me, then... I will have to decide what to do... about you... and about us. ''What is wrong?'' It hurts. If the ''someone just for me'' does not chose me... I'm afraid the right here will be so bad... that I'll stop working. ''It's a powerful feeling, isn't it? A hurt so strong it can cause you to break''. There are no people in this city... but... through the windows, everyone looks happy inside. Are these people truly happy? And... are ''they'' truly happy? I am surrounded by people who stay inside with ''them''... But I am all alone as I walk through this city with no people. All that I want right now, more than anything else... is to be with him. The glow inside is brightest when that person is near... and the pain inside hurts more when he is away. I am happiest when I think about that person... I am saddest when i think about that person. That person makes all my feelings more intense. That must be what love is. SO PLEASE... LET THE PERSON THAT I LOVE... BE THE ''SOMEONE JUST FOR ME''.-

-A City With No People